All by Myself

I have about a million things to do. So many things I could be doing to be a better teacher, books to read, papers to grade, lessons to plan. But I am blogging. I had lunch today with a wonderful friend, went to church tonight and I really should not be left alone. I am so not productive with out Curt here. Even we he isn't doing anything, I am so much more productive with him around.

I am not used to being alone either, which makes me not want to do anything. This should be the perfect time for me to get things done but I really don't feel like it. I am very excited about watching my beloved Packers in the Super Bowl but very jealous that Curt is actually there and I am here. I don't have time to go, and it really wouldn't have worked out but I really wish he was here. We don't get to spend a whole lot of time together usually and he'll be gone two weekends in a row. I don't like being alone. I have always had a sister, a best friend, a roommate or Curt ( Curt sometimes being the roommate :) ) and I just don't do well by myself. I like it when another warm body is in the room.

I am also famous for being a procrastinator, hence the blog. I would not be blogging if I didn't have a million things to do; it is just how I work. One day I hope to be crazy organized and a neat freak and someone who is always on top of things, apparently that day is not today.  I need wisdom and love from above and I know it will come. Motivation . . . please . . . . . Motivation.

"But if anyone among you is in need of wisdom, let him petition God, who gives abundantly to all without reproach, and it shall be given to him. " James 1:5